I'm A Big Girl

Zara Alisha had became one-year-old girl !
Unfortunately, she has to endure the "chicken pox" during her birthday. Poor baby !

I heard she received a bundle of presents from the neighbours today. Woah.. If continue like this, I'm going to turn myself into a kid too.
Can I? c:

"Saya dah besar lah acik.. Nampak tak tu? Gigi saya pun besar ! " 

Bersuka ria dia ya dekat pasar raya? Beg pink tak boleh tinggal.

Grow up well and healthy, Little Zara.

Zara,

Cepat-cepat balik rumah Atuk and Opah. Acik waiting longingly for you here.

p/s : Looking forward to teach her something new. Secret ! :')

Final Days

It's been a while since I last updated my blog. It's looks like I had lost my writing skill and barely had no idea in drafting out whatever across my mind. Is it possible? Yeah, definitely ! Knowledge or gifted skills need to be practiced frequently. Otherwise, don't you dare to ask why your abilities or capabilities fade away days by days.

Anyway, I just ended my secondary school life. *cloud nine*

I have nothing untuk dijadikan kenang-kenangan. Only a few pictures collected by random free-paid photographers. Peace ! :)

Our cosy and comfy musolla. No more berteleku, tadarus, muroja'ah in this musolla like we always used to be unless we come to this school later on in the future.

Serikandi-serikandi 1996 SMKA Dato' Haji Abu Hassan Haji Sail.

Together with our sheikh, Al-Fadhil Ust. Farizan. :) Thank you for everything ust.

بالتوفيق والنجاح يا صديقاتي الحميمات في حياتكن

Hayati.....

The one and only. Meet Ust Muaz.

Highly respect him. Tak pernah keluar perkataan, "Oh, jawapan ni salah. Instead, "Ust rasa macam ini lebih baik..........." or "Cuba Fatihah ubah sikit ayat ni, ust rasa lebih tepat."

Even he tried to say the answer was incorrect, he avoided himself daripada mengeluarkan perkataan "SALAH".

I truly adamant to figure out the reason, then I came out with my own conclusion. "Maybe ust taknak students give up daripada buat latihan and acknowledges our hard works."

However, it is on my perspective. I don't know the others'.

That's how we ended our school days. Simple yet fascinating.

p/s : Forever SMKAPians! InshaAllah.

haunted

Sibuk dok sebut nervous, nervous, nervous,
geraknya tidak.

Lupakan jela menara tinggi gunung tu if there's no effort at all.

p/s: Why so hard?

let bygones, be bygones

Dear Farrisha,
There's nothing to forgive. Come on, I had swallowed it and never intend to puke it out again.
Saya KENTAL ! :)

p/s : Toleration and consideration are the most essential ingredients to build a
long-lasting friendship.
Let's do it together !

Noted !

الوقاية خير من العلاج

    .شكرا لتنوير لي

مجاهدة النفس

fear

Counting the days.
Trying to surmount the nervousness by putting something as inspiration.

Zara, wait for your aunt alright?
I'll come and merely be your babysitter as soon I finish answering all my papers.
Pray for me, dear.

1996's Trip

Since 1st trial dah pun berlalu, so let me tell you a tragic story. Tragic la sangat. Penuh dengan tragedy sebenarnya. Hah, takut kan?

23-29 August 2013 :-
Semua Form 5 yang wujud diangkut ke
Port Dickson secara berjemaah.
Wow, seriously janggal bunyinya!
It was a camp actually. For critical subjects. Perlu list ke apa dia subjects killer tu? Rasanya semua tahu kot, cuma buat-buat amnesia. Oklah, atas permintaan ramai, I surrender..
As you wish.

• PHYSICS
• CHEMISTRY
• ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
• BIOLOGY
• BAHASA ARAB

We went there for a week. Correction for those who had misunderstood, kami bukan beriang ria cuti sekolah ya. Bab schedule jangan ceritalah, definitely packed macam sardin dalam tin. Class started at 6.30 a.m and ended around 12 midnight. Kalau bernasib baik, bolehlah rehat awal. 11.30 p.m.

Oh ya, tercicir 1 fakta. Bertembung dengan Form 5 SMKA SHAMS. Sengit, sengit. Luckily their programme until Sunday only. Fuhh, lega naa.. Anyway, nice to meet all of them.

Biasalah, setiap sesuatu tu kalau dinamakan makhluk or perancangan yang dibuat oleh makhluk, there must be a few inadequacies. Abaikan, coz I'm not going to discuss or reveal all those insignificant things.

Venue :- Mayang Sari Resort, Port Dickson

Quite strategic location. Sea view.

After check in bilik, memandangkan aktiviti bebas petang tu before class start pada malamnya, straight away menapak ke pantai with the camera in the hand.
And this is the results :-

Scroll down,,,

Sea shore, sea shore

The 1st person I met. I thought he was a Chinese man. But, tetttttt... I was wrong.

I called him Uncle, not Pakcik at first. Seemed fierce but friendly. He was searching for ???? I forgot the name. Tapi  pastinya something yang boleh dijadikan baits for fishing. Mesra alam kau Maria..

Okay, perkenalkan my youngest sister. Eh, sejak bila? She is Iranian.

Seeking permission from her mother for this. Peace ! Brave. 
Good improvement.

Jadi minah salih sekejap when talking to her mum as she didn't know how to speak Malay fluently.

Some activities there done by the crowd.

One by one to avoid slipping.

Breathtaking sceneries...

irreplaceable gifts.

P/s : No matter what had happened, bare in mind, everything happens for a reason. Invaluable thanks to all the teachers who had sacrificed a lot to the success of this programme.

تهنئة

Curious who is she? 

This is Kak Aida Nurina Md Yazid. Merangkap senior and my dorm mate last year. I admire her. Even though she got 11 A's for SPM, yet she still insists to pursue with Arabic course. 

Last year, we seldom met each other. You know why? This is because Kak Aida masuk dorm pukul berapa la pula kan. Habis je mengaji, mata ni terus minta gam gajah. Tak sempat pun nak borak panjang-panjang. Tapi once jumpa, panjang lebar borak macam esok dah takde waktu lagi dah.

Kak Aida sangat alert dan concern tentang perkembangan sekolah. As example, perjalanan biah sekolah kami. Kalau dilihat daripada aspek luaran pun boleh tahu what type of person she is. Senang cerita, I can simply get close to her. Orang kata, 'ngam'.

Kami siap buat plan lagi, untuk ambik course yang sama, universiti sama and so on. Semangat kan? I'm serious with what I'm talking about and I mean it walaupun macam bergurau senda bunyinya masa tu. 

Now, rasa ralat sebab I just threw away the opportunity to meet her last Friday. I did see her, but I didn't have the gut to confront her. Faham-faham jela kenapa. Pecah pula empangan Maarib ni nanti.

Never mind, tak berkesempatan jumpa bukan bermakna tak sayang tau Kak Aida. I will always pray for you.

 بارك الله على النجاحك 

Finally, termakbul juga her wish to further her studies ke Timur Tengah. Alhamdulliah, tumpang gembira mendengarnya walaupun at first I couldn't believe bila Hayati convey berita ni. Why so soon? 

Nevertheless, Welcome to Al-Bayt University, Jordan. Take a good care of yourself. 

احبك و الى اللقاء

our story (versi 2013)

Pejam celik, pejam celik...
Not pejam, tak celik-celik.

We have reached at the end of the holidays.
9 Syawal dah pun.
Momentum kena pecut. Bukan jogging or berlenggang kangkung lagi.
I'm not in the mood to write a long post dalam waktu-waktu getir macam sekarang.. erk !

There you go...

Edited by orang yang paling depan tuuuu... that's why colour lain daripada yang lain

We're young........

Meet my friend. We have being friend for too long. 
Since kami tak pandai berjalan perhaps.

p/s : A picture is worth a thousand words. Jadi, tak perlu ulas panjang-panjang,

perfectionism

Terkadang timbul rasa sangsi dan gentar untuk berhadapan dengan orang sekeliling dek kerana hukum alam yang menjerumus manusia untuk sentiasa strive for perfection. Walaupun dah terpaku dalam mind, we indefinitely can't be perfect.

People will ask why? How? Surely we couldn't find the perfect answer too to reply. Is there will be an offense if we just observe quietly and just let it be? You intimidate me more than a ghost stories..

we meet again

EID MUBARAK. . . . . .

Hope everything is under control during this celebration.
SAINS, do make us easier. We need water to wash all the dishes and mop the house.
Apologizing from top to toe.

Ramadan tiba, Ramadan tiba

 

Too sad, first day of Ramadan will be celebrated at the hostel.
Then, all form 5 and form 3 can only going back home for once during fasting month.
Oh heart, stay calm.
Your sacrifice will be paid off. InsyaAllah.
After Eid holidays, trial SPM is waiting anxiously for us. I feel lump in my throat plus butterflies dancing gracefully  in my stomach.
To be honest, I really want to finish the examination as soon as possible but at the same time I'm worry that I'm not fully prepared.
More or less 4 months to go. Fighting ! 

p/s : Dear Ramadan, 

          Kedatanganmu Dinanti,
          Pemergianmu ditangisi.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3G-t72JjRf0

we're siblings

Betul kata pepatah Melayu, air yang dicincang tak akan putus. Relationship between flesh and blood can hardly be separated. After all the difficulties we had been through, we were united eventually. Thank you Ya Rabb. I hope this special relationship will remain unchanged until the end.

Abang-abang kita. See how tough they are.. haha

Who wanna bully me? Confront them first.

Eh, bukan 2 ni je yang ada.. Ada 5 lagi. :')

Tunggu.....

Baby Zara with her aunty. Curious, Zara ni tak mau dengan orang lain termasuk acik Mey. Tapi dengan Kak Rina and Abang Zafe nak pula. 
Pilih kasih ! haha

Baby Zara with her uncle.. Yippie !

My dear, Kak Rina :D

Senyum sokmo ! 
Venue : McD, KLIA

Say cheese ! 

Tertanya-tanya where is me? Jawapannya, I was at home yesterday. I just need some rest. The journey from school was a little bit tiring. So sorry. Boleh jumpa lain masa dan hari

P/s :- Preparing for the next reunion for us to assemble completely. ببركة الله

Fate or What?

Okay, lapang-lapangkan minda kita semua untuk jadi open-minded person based on this topic.

Recently, my teacher Ustaz Aimi who is teaching me Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah had organized a battle. Wow, dengar macam gempak kan?

Boys Vs Girls. Mostly like debate competition on "Polygamy". Pertandingan tertutup, melibatkan only my class members. Nanti kalau dihebahkan, penuh pula kelas tu dengan kehadiran audiences and spectators yang bersemangat memberi sokongan kepada pasukan pilihan.

Tak perlu beritahu, I guess semua orang pastinya tahu macam mana hangat this topic had been discussed.
The most interesting part was, boy's team kena bangkang poligami and vice versa. Normally, perempuan membangkang but this time kebiasaan itu diubah suai.

Me, myself tak sabar untuk melihat sendiri macam mana my friends, ( Girl's team ) melontarkan idea menyokong this topic walaupun kenyataannya semua tu bukan dari hati masing-masing. Lakonan semata-mata. Situation dalam kelas pun bertukar jadi gamat once they heard hujah-hujah yang bertentangan dengan pemikiran mereka but still can be controlled.

At the end, ustaz buat conclusion and gave us
( dedicated to female students ) some advices and tips.
Very useful for the future. :) Winner? Ustaz masih berteka-teki.

As for my opinion, poligami sering dikaitkan dengan faktor keadilan. Bila ada dua keluarga, then mulalah membeza-bezakan which family is better. Tak patut, tak patut. Apa pun, rasional itu penting.

Last from ustaz, dalam giliran boleh adil tapi tidak bagi hati dan perasaan sebab Rasulullah s.a.w sendiri lebih menyayangi Saidatina Khadijah r.a berbanding isteri-isterinya yang lain due to her high devotion for Islam until Saidatina Aisyah r.a cemburu. We have to understand that fact.

p/s : Saya bukan orang yang arif untuk membahaskan soal ini. Just to share the experience. In conclusion, kalau rasa diri tidak mampu untuk berlaku adil, don't ever play with the fire. Not only one side will feel the pain, but two. Think wisely.

Feel free to watch this 'mesmerizing' video.. haha
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=665510916809280

here we go !

EXCELLENCE IS NOT A SKILL. IT IS AN ATTITUDE !

-Ralph Maraton-

 

anda adalah apa yang anda fikirkan

Walaupun badan sasa,
Namun mudah berputus asa,
Kejayaan takkan dirasa,
Biarlah kita pelajar biasa,
Tapi sering mencari masa,
Semoga berusaha sentiasa,
Jangan mudah rasa seksa,
Jangan belajar kerana terpaksa,
Takut diri tidak selesa,
Takut otak kurang kuasa,
Ulangkaji untuk periksa,
Jangan tunggu esok lusa,
Ilmu harus diperkasa.

credit to,

Masters of Easymath 

worth it !

If Saserians are going back to their hostel today, I just feel the pleasure of enjoying the remaining remnants holidays.
Oh ya, anyway I joined a camp named EASY ADDMATH CAMP.

Serious, this programme was super duper nifty !
The teacher taught us the easiest solution for additional mathematics. You will not be disappointed or regretted for spending out your money for this camp. If this programme will be held once again, it will not take a long period for me to decide either to participate or not. The answer is assuredly YES !

Therefore, for those students out there, try out this alternative and explore the joy in learning additional mathematics.
p/s : I met my ex-classmate when I was in primary school during this camp but I avoided myself from bumped into him. Sorry

Qana'ah

 What is exactly meant by qana'ah?
QANA'AH is briefly described as accepting whatever come to one or is given to him.

As a student who stays in hostel, I often hear this conversation, mostly when it's the time for us to take our meal. I take one common example :-

"Makan apa dekat DM ( dewan makan ) ?" 
"Ikan dengan sayur and so on", one answered.
"Ala, tak naklah makan kalau ikan."

See, that's the phenomena. I admit, I also feel the same way occasionally but I try to avoid myself from being too demanding. I will just eat any kind of food that had been served for us as long as the food is not overly salty.

In conjunction of this topic, I thought of my ex-dorm mate, Kak Aida. She will finish her eating without anything left on her tray except for fish and chicken bones. She's the one who inspired me for not being too choosy. Just accept what Allah had given to us. All that is sustenance from HIM.

p/s : Compare your life with people in Kemboja, Gaza, Palestin and etc. We are far more fortunate than them. As a closure, please be thankful and grateful to Allah.

half-hearted

When the will is not in line with the requirements of the heart, begins a prolonged grumbling.
There's a matter will set fire to dissatisfaction.
Huh, why should we have to deal with such an absurd upshot?

What Day Is Today?

Ada apa dengan 6 Mei 2013? 

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I am 17-year-old girl. Tentunya banyak lagi perkara yang menanti di hadapan. 

Look forward, don't ever turn back. So far, what is your contribution to yourself, family, religion, race and country, Fatihah? Nothing at all ! 

Then, what will you do and what is your effort to devote something for the sake of all?

I don't have the guts to brag until I really make it come true and hold it tight in my hand. So please, have patience on me. :)

Stay or out?

I wish I could make the right decision.
With the supports from the beloved ones.
Guide me all the way, Allah.

crave

Yesterday, when we're on my our way home, drop by at Tampin as usual. It has been like satu kemestian untuk singgah sana setiap kali balik rumah.

My mom and sister have to escort me at all time as they are my companions. Our main agenda, searching for the cake ! We had to go there on foot until my mom said, "Mey, your school shoe is going to tear."

Me : Oh really?

Mom : How could you don't even know about that? You're the one who wear it.

Me : I just put it on without care about all that as long as it is still can be used.

Mom : Don't want to buy the new one?

Me : Okay, let's go.
( rezeki jangan ditolak )

Just imagine, we completed tawaf around Tampin Square but cannot find one. Sixth size is not available.
I'm pretty sure, it is not such a difficult size to be found at anywhere.

But the most poor thing is, I also couldn't get Dr. Cardin sandal when I start asking the owner of the shop about the 6 size....
(Rasa macam nak suruh orang tu tutup kedai je.. hee~~)

I keep mumbling to myself and mom, "It would be nice if I get the shoe........."
I only want that kind of design, not any other else. As for me, quality should be our first choice instead of the cost. Orang kata, alah membeli, menang memakai.

Common advice from my mom,
"Bukan rezeki kamu".

p/s : Then, I realize bukan semua yang menjadi keinginan kita akan tertunai. Boleh jadi, apa yang kita inginkan itu bukan yang terbaik untuk kita. Allah juga memberi apa yang kita perlukan, bukan apa yang kita mahukan. Jadi, belajarlah untuk terima kenyataan.

Sample only. This is not the type which is I'm looking for.

I'll keep on searching for the same shoe at some other time and place. Hopefully, it will worth.