crave

Yesterday, when we're on my our way home, drop by at Tampin as usual. It has been like satu kemestian untuk singgah sana setiap kali balik rumah.

My mom and sister have to escort me at all time as they are my companions. Our main agenda, searching for the cake ! We had to go there on foot until my mom said, "Mey, your school shoe is going to tear."

Me : Oh really?

Mom : How could you don't even know about that? You're the one who wear it.

Me : I just put it on without care about all that as long as it is still can be used.

Mom : Don't want to buy the new one?

Me : Okay, let's go.
( rezeki jangan ditolak )

Just imagine, we completed tawaf around Tampin Square but cannot find one. Sixth size is not available.
I'm pretty sure, it is not such a difficult size to be found at anywhere.

But the most poor thing is, I also couldn't get Dr. Cardin sandal when I start asking the owner of the shop about the 6 size....
(Rasa macam nak suruh orang tu tutup kedai je.. hee~~)

I keep mumbling to myself and mom, "It would be nice if I get the shoe........."
I only want that kind of design, not any other else. As for me, quality should be our first choice instead of the cost. Orang kata, alah membeli, menang memakai.

Common advice from my mom,
"Bukan rezeki kamu".

p/s : Then, I realize bukan semua yang menjadi keinginan kita akan tertunai. Boleh jadi, apa yang kita inginkan itu bukan yang terbaik untuk kita. Allah juga memberi apa yang kita perlukan, bukan apa yang kita mahukan. Jadi, belajarlah untuk terima kenyataan.

Sample only. This is not the type which is I'm looking for.

I'll keep on searching for the same shoe at some other time and place. Hopefully, it will worth.