fear

Counting the days.
Trying to surmount the nervousness by putting something as inspiration.

Zara, wait for your aunt alright?
I'll come and merely be your babysitter as soon I finish answering all my papers.
Pray for me, dear.

1996's Trip

Since 1st trial dah pun berlalu, so let me tell you a tragic story. Tragic la sangat. Penuh dengan tragedy sebenarnya. Hah, takut kan?

23-29 August 2013 :-
Semua Form 5 yang wujud diangkut ke
Port Dickson secara berjemaah.
Wow, seriously janggal bunyinya!
It was a camp actually. For critical subjects. Perlu list ke apa dia subjects killer tu? Rasanya semua tahu kot, cuma buat-buat amnesia. Oklah, atas permintaan ramai, I surrender..
As you wish.

• PHYSICS
• CHEMISTRY
• ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
• BIOLOGY
• BAHASA ARAB

We went there for a week. Correction for those who had misunderstood, kami bukan beriang ria cuti sekolah ya. Bab schedule jangan ceritalah, definitely packed macam sardin dalam tin. Class started at 6.30 a.m and ended around 12 midnight. Kalau bernasib baik, bolehlah rehat awal. 11.30 p.m.

Oh ya, tercicir 1 fakta. Bertembung dengan Form 5 SMKA SHAMS. Sengit, sengit. Luckily their programme until Sunday only. Fuhh, lega naa.. Anyway, nice to meet all of them.

Biasalah, setiap sesuatu tu kalau dinamakan makhluk or perancangan yang dibuat oleh makhluk, there must be a few inadequacies. Abaikan, coz I'm not going to discuss or reveal all those insignificant things.

Venue :- Mayang Sari Resort, Port Dickson

Quite strategic location. Sea view.

After check in bilik, memandangkan aktiviti bebas petang tu before class start pada malamnya, straight away menapak ke pantai with the camera in the hand.
And this is the results :-

Scroll down,,,

Sea shore, sea shore

The 1st person I met. I thought he was a Chinese man. But, tetttttt... I was wrong.

I called him Uncle, not Pakcik at first. Seemed fierce but friendly. He was searching for ???? I forgot the name. Tapi  pastinya something yang boleh dijadikan baits for fishing. Mesra alam kau Maria..

Okay, perkenalkan my youngest sister. Eh, sejak bila? She is Iranian.

Seeking permission from her mother for this. Peace ! Brave. 
Good improvement.

Jadi minah salih sekejap when talking to her mum as she didn't know how to speak Malay fluently.

Some activities there done by the crowd.

One by one to avoid slipping.

Breathtaking sceneries...

irreplaceable gifts.

P/s : No matter what had happened, bare in mind, everything happens for a reason. Invaluable thanks to all the teachers who had sacrificed a lot to the success of this programme.

تهنئة

Curious who is she? 

This is Kak Aida Nurina Md Yazid. Merangkap senior and my dorm mate last year. I admire her. Even though she got 11 A's for SPM, yet she still insists to pursue with Arabic course. 

Last year, we seldom met each other. You know why? This is because Kak Aida masuk dorm pukul berapa la pula kan. Habis je mengaji, mata ni terus minta gam gajah. Tak sempat pun nak borak panjang-panjang. Tapi once jumpa, panjang lebar borak macam esok dah takde waktu lagi dah.

Kak Aida sangat alert dan concern tentang perkembangan sekolah. As example, perjalanan biah sekolah kami. Kalau dilihat daripada aspek luaran pun boleh tahu what type of person she is. Senang cerita, I can simply get close to her. Orang kata, 'ngam'.

Kami siap buat plan lagi, untuk ambik course yang sama, universiti sama and so on. Semangat kan? I'm serious with what I'm talking about and I mean it walaupun macam bergurau senda bunyinya masa tu. 

Now, rasa ralat sebab I just threw away the opportunity to meet her last Friday. I did see her, but I didn't have the gut to confront her. Faham-faham jela kenapa. Pecah pula empangan Maarib ni nanti.

Never mind, tak berkesempatan jumpa bukan bermakna tak sayang tau Kak Aida. I will always pray for you.

 بارك الله على النجاحك 

Finally, termakbul juga her wish to further her studies ke Timur Tengah. Alhamdulliah, tumpang gembira mendengarnya walaupun at first I couldn't believe bila Hayati convey berita ni. Why so soon? 

Nevertheless, Welcome to Al-Bayt University, Jordan. Take a good care of yourself. 

احبك و الى اللقاء