unintended

afraid !
one word is enough to describe my feeling right now.
nothing to be proud of when I turn around me.
everything that I have is a loan purely,
realize before it is too late.

guide me to stay close with YOU,
don't let me go astray,
can't stand to lose somebody that I really care of,
let me be a little bit longer with them though they will certainly leave me someday

ignore all the derision that hurting,
they cannot be trusted and relied on,
let them be,
I must step forward.

She makes my life perfect. See, how sweet of us.

tettttt, my father also. 

AMPLE. They are my source of strength.